Next morning, I cornered Visu—eyes sharp, voice low, catching him sprawled on the couch, wireless headphones still on, eyes bleary like he hadn’t slept, DVDs flickering on the TV from some late-night binge. He looked wrecked, scared of his own nightmares or some shit—I could tell, his quiet way of falling apart. “Do you guys have issues?” I asked, smirking, but my gut twisted—defiance roaring, but something else too, like I was poking a bruise. He didn’t answer, just stared, heart pounding loud enough I could almost hear it. I snapped, voice cutting—“I’m not going to rape you, please don’t insult me by sleeping on the couch. If you don’t like me staying here, I’ll go back to my house.” Shit, I saw him flinch—his face crumpled, but he stayed silent, coffee cup trembling in his hand, words buzzing past me, no reply.
What did I want from him? What was Mom asking for me? What did I want from both of them—Mom’s quiet love, Visu’s raw edge? Fuck, I didn’t know. It was all tangled, my game spinning out of control. I knew Janani texted him—saw the message flash on his phone, asking if she could come over—but I didn’t care about her, not really. He loved Mom, that much was clear, his goddess glow, her yellow saree with jasmine flowers, untouchable. Me? I was still a puzzle, even to myself—wild, young, a tease, maybe. Lust hit me hard when I saw him—his messy hair, that quiet intensity—but deep down, this nagging thought twisted my gut: he’s like a dad, or worse, I’m his daughter. It fucked with me, sharp and cold, like I’d crossed some line I couldn’t see.
Mom and Visu—their thing, me and Visu—lust boiling over, tangled up. Maybe me wanting both of them stirred that fire, but some old part of me, stuck in tradition, wouldn’t let it sit right. If I got Visu, I’d lose Mom—fear gnawed at me, quiet but deep. Why couldn’t she—Mom—get it? Why couldn’t I? For me, though, it was a game—tomorrow, if my lust bored me, I’d toss him out, no sweat. My youth, my fire—I couldn’t cross that line, betraying Mom, turning her into the talaivi from Kalithokai, questioning if pain for pleasure’s worth it. If I let Visu go, Mom might heal—I hoped, anyway, her quiet strength shining through the mess I’d made.
Headache hit again—days without sleep, coffee my only crutch, bitter as hell. I made it perfect, though, pouring it like I’d learned from some magic trick, watching Visu sip it slow, dazed. I grinned, bold—“I love you!”—then bolted to the bathroom before he could answer, leaving him reeling, smirk wide. Coffee didn’t save him that day—fever spiked, doc’s sleeping pills kicking in, mind half-awake, half-lost, like he was going crazy, fighting himself. I stepped out, naked, skin glowing, youth sharp as a blade—defiance roaring, teasing him, my game pushing limits.
“You should be a magician,” he muttered, voice rough, eyes wide. I laughed, easy, carefree—Frank O’Hara’s lines hit me, “When I’m depressed and obnoxious, sullen, all you have to do is take off your clothes, and all is wiped away, revealing life’s tenderness.” My youth worked on him, sure—but the problem? I was the problem, obnoxious as hell. That word—“obnoxious”—stuck, shaking me: unpleasant, disagreeable, nasty, offensive, all of it hitting home. “Do you want a hand job?” I asked, youth’s edge cutting through—his freshness reminded me of life’s fire, and yeah, I thought, Frank O’Hara’s a fanboy in my head. My soap, hair spray, perfume mixed into a lonely buzz—but my untrimmed pubic hair pulled him in, I could tell, tension easing, his eyes locked on me, though questions would claw back. “Thanks and no thanks,” he said, voice tight, but I saw the spark.
I wandered naked, teasing, torturing him—dressing slow, a tease, my game driving him nuts. I sipped more coffee, savoring his squirm, defiance roaring low. “I invited some friends for a party today. You know some of those guys,” I said, smirking, watching his face twist.
By evening, the party was raging before Visu got home—friends I’d seen at pubs, others I didn’t know, all too wild to be his age, some beautiful madness in them. The room reeked—not just my cigarettes, but weed, thick and sweet, their high buzzing loud. One guy, stoned out of his mind, crawled over me, hands on my breasts—my hot beauty, yeah. Usually, I’d let him keep going, no big deal, but today I had something else planned, so I slapped him off, fast. He moved on, groping another girl, the room a haze of smoke and dance. I was wrecked, high as hell, staring, taunting Visu as he walked in. I stumbled over, buzzing, and dragged him to the couch’s center, plopping him down. I cranked up Mia’s Bad Girls—some random striptease song, nothing special, just loud and sexy—stripping to the beat, clothes flying. I’d slipped on this perfect lingerie earlier, the kind strippers wear—black lace, tight, sexy as hell, like I’d seen in some club videos, feeling hot and untouchable. It hugged me right, making me smirk, knowing I looked fire. My striptease was too skilled, yeah—practiced in my room, watching YouTube, loving how it made me feel powerful, like I owned the room. I climbed his hips, dancing, feeling it—natural, raw—reached to touch, but pulled back, teasing, my game pushing limits.
Before I yanked off my bra, I grinned, thinking, Fuck yeah, my youthful breasts might freak him out—perky, tight, nothing like Mom’s, all soft and full under her saree, sagging a little with age, jasmine scent clinging to them. Maybe I should brush them against his face, see him squirm, show him I’m hotter, wilder. I held my breasts in both hands, firm, feeling their weight, my hardened nipples tingling—then pressed them against his face, my nipples brushing his lips, soft and electric. He froze, shocked, but I laughed, easy, heart pounding. The second time, I went for it again—pushing closer—but he was ready, mouth opening like he wanted to take it in. Shit, I pulled back fast, smirking, not letting him get that far. He looked disappointed, hands reaching for my breasts, desperate—but I slapped them away, sharp, keeping him on edge, my game still in control. Panties on, hips swaying, I felt his hardness—easy, obvious, rock-solid under me—and I grinned wider, loving how he moved his hips, matching my grind, desperate but dry. I knew I could make him cum if I let him touch me, but fuck that—I wanted to tease him, leave him hanging, no orgasm, just frustration, my victory. Song ended, I slid off, walking away, back turned, getting ready for the next phase—Nelly’s Move That Body, another loud, grinding beat. I sat on top of him again, facing away, teasing harder, feeling his hardness press against me, his hips bucking, but I kept it tight, no touching, just my dance driving him crazy. After two songs, I leaned in, kissed him—“I’m sorry, but I can’t let you fuck me today”—then crashed on the bed, leaving him wrecked, grin wide.
After crashing on the bed, leaving Visu wrecked and dry, I couldn’t shake the buzz—my blood was still pumping, high from the weed, the music, and the tease I’d pulled on him. The party in the next room kept raging, Nelly’s Move That Body thumping through the walls, bass shaking the floor, driving me wild. I needed to burn off this fire, so I slipped out, closed my bedroom door tight, shutting out the chaos but letting the music pulse through me, loud and sexy.
I grabbed the long mirror from the corner, propping it against my dresser, its edge steady on the hardwood floor. Sitting cross-legged on the woven rug, close enough to see myself, I stared at my reflection—skin glowing, eyes wild, still in that black lace lingerie, sexy as hell. Just thinking about checking out my body sent a shiver through me, even though I’d done it before. But tonight, after teasing Visu like that, it felt different, electric, like I was reclaiming something. I spread my legs slowly, watching myself in the mirror, the sight hitting me hard—my skin smooth, my curves tight, my vulva full and glistening, like some secret heat I could unlock with a touch, damp and hot, pulling me in.
I slid my hands up, cupping my breasts, feeling their weight in my palms, still perky and tight from the dance. “You twins enjoyed the show, huh?” I muttered, smirking at them in the mirror, giving my nipples a sharp pinch—like Visu would’ve done if I’d let him, hard and hungry, making me gasp. “Bet you loved teasing him, driving him crazy, showing off how hot you are,” I teased, rolling my nipples between my fingers, imagining his hands there, desperate but denied, the thought sending a jolt through me.
Then I let my hands slide down, fingers brushing the soft skin between my thighs, teasing the edges, not rushing to my clit yet. “Dolores, I know you’re begging me to touch you,” I whispered, circling around it, slow and deliberate, avoiding the direct hit. “Always whining for those predictable ways to make you explode, huh? Not now, lady—let me tease you too, keep you waiting like I did him.” I grinned, tracing lazy circles, feeling the heat build, my breath hitching. “I know you would’ve shown your real face, cumming hard if I’d ground on him just a little more, you needy bitch,” I taunted, loving the edge, the control, picturing Visu’s wide eyes, his hardness under me, left dry and frustrated while I held all the power.
The music pounded louder, syncing with my heartbeat, and I couldn’t hold back anymore. I slipped two fingers inside, slow, feeling the slick heat, searching for that spot that’d send me over. Pulling them out, I traced around my clit again, not touching it directly yet, breath quickening, heart racing. Then I went for it—one hand spreading my folds, the other rubbing my clit, fast and rhythmic, fingers sliding over that tight, swollen bud. The orgasm built like a storm, my body shaking, hips bucking like I was grabbing something I couldn’t let go of, a wild, raw explosion tearing through me. I watched it all in the mirror—my hands moving, my skin glistening, thighs trembling, clit shining wet between them. I screamed, loud and primal, the music drowning it out, overwhelmed by the raw, beautiful release crashing over me, leaving me soaked, shaking, tears streaming down my face, not even sure why I was crying but feeling so fucking alive.