In incest மோகனீயம்

மோகனீயம் - Sindhu Diary


Amidst the scorching days of an unremarkable summer, a single day emerged that would shatter the ordinary rhythms of my life, forever altering the course of my existence. Returning from college, a weariness clung to me like a second skin, urging me to seek solace in the comforts of a brewed cup of coffee. As was customary, my mother's presence graced the house, occupied by mundane activities that often filled her day. In my perception, she embodied the archetype of a contented housewife, her routine unfurling in the backdrop of a father who held a prestigious position within the Indian Intelligence Bureau. With her, it seemed as though life revolved around domestic responsibilities and social obligations, the picture of a harmonious couple painted by their participation in soirées and gatherings. Yet, my imagination could not have foreseen the revelation that lay concealed behind this façade.

Within the tapestry of our familial routines, my mother's role was defined by domesticity and, in my youthful eyes, an obedient adherence to tradition. Her matrimony at the tender age of sixteen cast her in the mold of a devoted wife, an embodiment of cultural norms that persisted even into the 21st century. My father's occupation, while limiting his involvement in everyday household affairs, did little to deter her from orchestrating the rhythm of our lives with a deft touch. To the outside world, they were an exemplary pair, a couple whose interactions oozed camaraderie and unity during our monthly social gatherings, where laughter and dance flowed as freely as the evening breeze. In this concoction of expectations, obligations, and affections, I found comfort in the stability of their relationship, yet remained oblivious to the undercurrents that could disrupt the surface tranquility.

Occasionally, a rendezvous of their friends transformed our abode into a hub of joviality and mirth, offering me glimpses of a dynamic that seemed unshaken by any internal discord. Such gatherings displayed their harmonious partnership, leaving an indelible mark on my memory. Arguments and disagreements, it appeared, were alien to their rapport, an image that I naively believed mirrored the harmony of most families. Such interactions were fleeting, leaving me with an impression of my mother as the quintessential Indian mother, her role etched in the intricate threads of tradition.

But that fateful day would dismantle my assumptions, laying bare a reality I had never anticipated. It was a day like any other, an ordinary façade that veiled a tumultuous storm.

Indeed, the scene that unfolded before my eyes was one of profound astonishment. My gaze fell upon a tableau that seemed suspended in time, a tapestry woven with threads of desire and secrecy. The open window revealed my mother, draped in an alluring yellow saree that accentuated her elegance. Her form knelt before Visu, a figure known to me only through chance encounters and fleeting conversations. In that suspended moment, his attire held no hint of disarray, save for the undone fly that betrayed the clandestine nature of their liaison. As if an unseen puppeteer guided the scene, my mother's actions transcended societal norms, her fervent and passionate endeavors focused solely on the figure before her. 

The melodies of Rihanna's "Work" drifted from the room, mingling with the breathy sighs that escaped her. He made her lick his penis head for a minute, push the entirety of it down her throat and maintain it for a minute. 

In the heart of this intimate dance, I witnessed a side of my mother that had remained hidden from view, obscured by the façade of her familiar persona. Her lips, once the vessel of lullabies and affectionate words, now molded themselves around a pursuit that lay far beyond my comprehension. With a determination that bore the marks of practiced familiarity, she caressed him in a manner that bespoke both mastery and ardor. His hand, steadfastly entwined in her hair, painted a picture of control, while her own motions appeared to surrender to his guidance.

He allowed her a moment's respite, then plunged it in again. As she pushed herself forward, her throat contracted around his penis, causing his penis to be held tightly by her skilled grasp. His resonant moans reverberated with a palpable shudder, a symphony punctuated with shuddering tremors, a testament to the overwhelming pleasure he experienced. A climax surged forth, an eruption of his cum, cascading onto her countenance with an intoxicating mixture of satisfaction and elation. She bore witness to this load of cum with a fervent satisfaction, her participation in his pleasure evoking a sense of power and fulfillment. Her assistance guided his cum towards her face, an act infused with a potent cocktail of desire and daring. With a deliberate delicacy, she guided his cock back to her lips, drawing forth the remnants of cum with a lingering, tantalizing fervor. Her ministrations didn't stop there, as she employed her tongue to cleanse every inch of his cock, a gesture that spoke volumes of her connection with him. In the midst of this intense tableau, his gaze met mine, a silent exchange laden with inexplicable nuance. Despite the revelation of my presence, his response remained veiled, allowing me to depart and leave them to their enigmatic oblivion.

Amid the chaos of my thoughts, I found myself drawn into a world that felt surreal and yet undeniably real. The air seemed charged with an unfamiliar energy, as if the very molecules around me were conspiring to heighten my senses. It was then that I became acutely aware of the subtle dance of pheromones—those silent messengers that bypass words and logic, weaving connections between beings. In that moment, my mother's actions seemed to emit an intoxicating scent that mingled with my own tumultuous emotions. The aroma of desire, curiosity, and even defiance intertwined in the air, enveloping me in a heady blend that I struggled to resist. It was as though our lives had momentarily collided, and the universe itself held its breath, sensing the magnetic pull that had taken hold of me.

Life has been unbearable ever since the imbroglio; I can't shake off the mental image of my mom giving a blow job to a stranger out of my mind. Moreover, it was with someone my own age - or perhaps just a few years older. I felt utterly disconsolate, to the point that I sought refuge in a bath, hoping it would provide some solace. Unfortunately, even after multiple attempts, the image persisted, as though etched into my mind. How does one erase something that has left such a profound impact? Emerging from the bath, I was taken aback by the sight of my mom entering the room, and there I stood, completely exposed. I made no attempt to hide, not even with my hand.  

She said, 'I'm sorry, Sindhu. I didn't know you were taking a bath,' as she tried to turn away from me. She had always respected my privacy, and incidents like this were rare as I had grown up. Usually, I would at least have a towel or a brassiere on, and definitely panties.

Before that incident, I had immense respect and unwavering admiration for her. Whatever had transpired in that half-hour couldn't diminish that. She embodied what you could call a perfect Indian mother, not the millennial type who becomes a best friend to her daughter. She was more traditional, maintaining stricter boundaries and displaying an uncompromising, borderline authoritarian approach. This doesn't mean she didn't care for me; in fact, she was trying to protect me from the harsh realities of the world. I understood the sacrifices she made to enroll me in singing and dance classes.

Until a few years ago, she would always be there to drop me off and pick me up from these classes. I cherished the way she took care of our household, running it in a near-perfect state. I couldn't help but dwell on and brood over that incident, wishing it had been nothing more than a fleeting encounter or an occasional dalliance.

"That's alright, Amma. Give me a minute," I said while trying to cover myself up with a towel. I didn't know whether Visu had told her about what I saw; I wish he hadn't. I needed time to process the information that had just become available to me.

"You were supposed to be back from college by now, so I was looking for you. You took a bath in the morning; what happened? Are you alright?" she asked. My gut feeling was that Visu hadn't told her anything. There's a chance that even if he did, she might still be trying to keep it from me, but my mind dismissed that possibility. My thoughts were a mixture of different ideas: adultery, threats, or just pure love. However, the conclusion in my mind remained uncertain, and I couldn't reach a decision. Despite being brief, the incident became an epiphany—a sudden realization—that I didn't really know her. What I was experiencing was ineffable, even to my own mind. As I thought about her, the word "ingenue" came to mind, but she was quite the opposite: not young, but rather sophisticated.

"Nothing Amma, I just want to clear something out of my mind."

I surmised that my comely and demure mom must have freshened up before setting out to find me - all the cum from the earlier blowjob is gone now. She looked absolutely fabulous and irresistible, completely devoid of any makeup. A natural beauty, her thigh-length hair beautifully complemented her round face. Her large eyes and dark eyebrows bestowed upon her a unique and captivating allure. A subtle touch of mascara rendered her already dazzling eyes even more enchanting. The fleeting memory of the earlier incident was nearly impossible to grasp, and the sense of condemnation I had initially felt was dissipating rapidly. Yet, it bore another influence on my mind, sparking within me an untoward and obscene sensation for my mom—still in its nascent stages but gradually taking root. At this point, I had wrapped myself in a towel, and she cast a comprehensive gaze over my entire body, from head to toe. It seemed that she must have felt a sense of pride in her handiwork as if she had produced something truly remarkable. A young, attractive, and vivacious Tamil girl—my persona embodied these qualities. Throughout my journey in singing and dancing, she had always been my greatest advocate. However, even a mere glimpse of my avant-garde, unclothed form should render her equally proud of my physical attributes.

"Please dry your hair, Sindhu, otherwise you will catch a cold," she advised. I was just about to reach for a blow dryer, but when she fetched another towel from the cupboard and considering my desire for her touch, I didn't object to the idea of her manually drying my hair. Seated on the edge of the bed, I felt her begin to dry my hair, and inadvertently, my head brushed against her bosom. It was impossible not to notice their firmness. With her vantage point, she could likely see the cleavage exposed by my towel, prompting me to quickly adjust it. Despite this, I was quite certain that she wasn't showing any particular interest.

She handed me the towel and said, "Alright, now finish drying your hair. I'll prepare some evening snacks for you." With that, she promptly exited the room. Initially, I contemplated following her discreetly, yet I found myself intensely stirred by the unexpected turn of events and I was absolutely aroused by the nature of the serendipity. Even though what I was going through was sexual in nature, I couldn’t bring myself to even think about masturbation. My body shut down, as if in an anti-masturbation or anti-libido state. However, an irresistible impulse took hold of me once she had departed to masturbate. Typically, I find solace in the enigmatic embrace of the night—a realm of secrecy shared solely between my being and my body. This nocturnal veil assures me of uninterrupted moments, shielding any possibility of my mother inadvertently discovering this aspect of myself. Yet, today, an unprecedented urge beckons me to embrace illumination, as if I am driven to expose the depths of my true essence. This inclination resembles a subtle act of retribution directed toward my mother, employing my own corporeal existence as a conduit. I comprehend that this sentiment might defy logic, but it resonates within me as an unadulterated truth. 

I entered the chamber and carefully fetched the lengthy mirror, positioning it gracefully on the ground, its support resting against the chair. The mere contemplation of gazing upon my intimate regions sent a shiver coursing through me, even though such a sight had not evaded me previously. Yet, in the aftermath of uncovering my mother's disloyalty, this act assumed an entirely novel significance. Seating myself upon the woven rug, my form aligned with the mirror, I initiated a gradual parting of my legs, allowing my reflection to mirror the unfolding scene. The panorama was enthralling. My skin, unblemished and radiant, the delicate contours of my vulva pronounced and full. It conjured thoughts of the blooming flower, with its petals veiling a hidden nectar that the touch of a finger could reveal, exuding an aromatic dampness akin to that within sea shells.

I directed my hands toward my pubic region, carefully placing them on each side, and commenced a gentle caress upon the delicate expanse nestled between my inner and outer lips, moving them up and down on both sides. I was not yet making contact with my clitoris; instead, I teased my increasingly fervent vagina, relishing the anticipation of the sensations that awaited. The exhilaration I felt, intertwining with the facade of seeking retribution, was nothing short of astonishing.

Amidst the tapestry of my thoughts, I couldn't help but delve into the enigmatic realm of my mother's clandestine liaison, an encounter that I had inadvertently stumbled upon. What transpired between her and Visu who shared those stolen moments? My mind meandered like mist on a moonlit night, conjuring scenes that played out in the shadowy recesses of my imagination. As my own exploration continued, so did my musings. I couldn't escape wondering if their own intimate moments mirrored the intensity I was experiencing now. Were they, too, driven by an irresistible force that led them into the depths of their desires? Did their bodies and souls collide, leaving them gasping for breath and consumed by the fervor of their connection? In the midst of my own longing and revelations, an unexpected kinship emerged with my mother. We both grappled with the enigma of our desires, traversing the labyrinth of our emotions in search of our authentic selves. In a world that often sought to constrain us, we each aspired to break free, embracing our passions without apology.

I could no longer resist my aching need to progress, and I delicately inserted the first two fingers of my right hand into my succulently moist vagina. With them, I ventured to explore the contours of my inner passage, in search of my g-spot. Upon withdrawing my fingers, I employed them to caress the region encompassing my clit, yet refrained from direct contact. My breath quickened, synchronizing with the hastening rhythm of my heart. Now, I found myself directly stimulating my clitoris, utilizing one hand to part my silken folds while the fingertips of the other moved rhythmically up and down over the pert, awakened bud.

The approach of the orgasm stirred within me an intense excitement, prompting convulsive movements that resembled the act of plucking the ripest fruit from a branch. I tugged at the branch with fervor, as if determined to harvest all that was within reach and to usher forth a tumultuous cascade, a tempestuous orgasm. This climactic torrent transpired as I gazed upon my own reflection in the mirror, witnessing the dance of my hands, the glisten of honeyed allure, and the entirety of clitoris gleaming, a moist radiance nestled between the thighs. I screamed out in ecstasy driven by the primitive raw orgasm I was experiencing. I had no idea such physical and emotional intensity could be summoned by the masturbation. I realized I was crying uncontrollably, overwhelmed by a beautiful and fulfilling orgasm that washed over my body, leaving me drenched in contentment.


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